A Letter to My First Born.

Noah Ezra Rios.

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Noah -A Hebrew name meaning “rest” and “comfort”.

Ezra- Helper

 

Noah,

You have such a big meaning in our lives. You came into our lives as a big surprise and joy. I remember that moment when I found out I was pregnant with you, I didn’t even know what to think. I just started crying of happiness.

Today, February 2nd 2018, You are 4 years old and I can say that you have the most tender and loving heart.

You care so much for others, you care so much for your little sister Lydia and I hope that, that love keeps strong in your beautiful heart.

You are a miracle in mommy and daddy’s life. I can’t even begin to express how much love we have for you.

I know that God has a big purpose and meaning for your life. He has something big planned for you. Every day that passes by I can see him working in you.

I pray that you grow to love Gods word more and more every day. That you keep caring for others as much as you do now and that you always stay close to your sister.

I know that you’re growing and will only keep growing and one day you’ll say you hate us or want to leave from our side just as every teenager would. Just know that mommy and daddy love you so much and we’ll be here to support you and love you through everything.

Once you turn 5, I want to slowly start to take you on dates and start showing you how to respect and treat women. Because I know that, that day will come when you meet that special someone. As much as being a mother to you my sweet boy it’ll hurt to see you go and grow up, I want you to find someone who loves you and cares for you.

When you were born I never knew my heart could love someone the way that I love you.  You made me a Mom. You, my sweet boy have taught me more than you know.

In your eyes I can see God’s love. It amazes me everyday how loving you are to those around you. When someone is hurting you immediately worry and want to pray for them and I pray that, that never goes away.

You are going to be 5 soon and I can still remember that feeling when that sweet nurse brought you in so that I can see you before they ran tests on you. I remember seeing you all swaddled up in her arms and seeing your daddy smiling walking behind her.

Tears ran down my eyes because I thought I wasn’t going to be able to hold you at least not for another couple of hours.

That feeling is unexplainable, I cry everytime  I think of about it.

 

I can sit and just look at you when you’re asleep and even playing. I look at you and am amazed as how God made someone so perfect.

Although, honestly you have so many things and characteristics just like me.

Everyone says you’re a re-born of me, but just a male version.

But, you are you’re own little self.

  • I just want to say my sweet boy that always be true to yourself. Their is no one else in this world like you. God made you and has a purpose for you.
  • Have fun. You get only one life so live it and enjoy it.
  • Find your true love. I know that, that day will eventually come. You’ll meet someone who you’ll want to do anything for and I’ll be happy as long as you are loved and respected.
  • Mommy & Daddy are always here for you. No matter what. If you need something, if your heart is broken, whatever it is we’ll be here for you no matter what and love you through it all.

Love you so much my pappas 🙂

Love,

Mommy

IMG-1380He took this picture of himself.

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